Have you fall in love before?

The question is how many times did you fall in love? Once? Twice ? Three times or more? Or you haven't been in love before. No matter how many relationship you have been with and mtbr only once and this may not determine if you have ever fall in love before. You may be in hundreds of relationship before, you may be in your second marriage or maybe you only had one relationship that's last only for 1 day. You may or may not in be in love. 

I've been in love once as to now. Once is enough. I'm lucky if there is a second. 

Wtf

Have you ever have the feeling of not going home even you are now at the door? I felt it few years back and I never thought this feeling is coming back to me again. Wtf! 

The end.

This will be the end. Fighting poison with poison.. Dream should has be burn since begining. Good bye. 

Dreams is pure.

In the city of my fantasy ex-gf who I adore the most. Great ciity to get away from the hectic life for awhile. T has been 2 consecutive night that I've been having the longest dream about her after so long. The dream was half lovely and half disasterous. I think this city just resemble her or is because of my fantasy ex gf. I know is stupid but it happens. 

The next say updates. 

Everything happens for a reason. This morning, I walked out of my hotel and there are stage build in front of my hotel for the performance of a well known Taiwan singer/ actor / tv host. He is one of the actor who carries a lead role in one of my all time Taiwanese drama by my fantasy ex gf.  I'm just speechless now. I wonder will I be meeting my fantasy ex gf ? That will be fucking awesome or her. That will be fucking awkward. 

Dreams is pure.

In the city of my fantasy ex-gf who I adore the most. Great ciity to get away from the hectic life for awhile. T has been 2 consecutive night that I've been having the longest dream about her after so long. The dream was half lovely and half disasterous. I think this city just resemble her or is because of my fantasy ex gf. I know is stupid but it happens. 

How are you?

Last night the sky was pouring rain throughout the whole night till the morning. The weather was cold and I was put to sleep right after my dinner. I woke up with my eyes open looking up to the sun rise in the morning. I can still feels the rain even if the rain has stop and the cozy weather held me tight to my bed. During the moment, my mind was missing someone and my heart wanted to know how was she doing now. I got a mixed feeling after 5 minutes of looking up to the ceiling with my brain wandering off. I wanted to know how was she doing now, is she living fine? How is work? How is life treating her? How is this? How is that? This feeling only last me for 5 minutes cause later, I don't have the courage to continue my curiosity.

 I've played this song so many times before and this is the best time to play it again..

I'm so damn fucking tired

I'm so tired and restless now. Why can't I be like the others just work within my working hours and go home rest. I do need my own time too and I do have a life. I'm just so pissed when I'm the only one working so hard every night by attending events when the others can just sit back and get their part of their share without doing anything. Is just so damn fucking unfair for me. I should be the one to be rewards but why am I not be appreciated. Sometimes I just wanna say fuck it I'm getting out of this shitty job. I love my job but what pisses me off is that the effort is not recognize at all. Damn you. Life sucks. Fuck you and fuck everyone. Good night.