I'm so damn fucking tired

I'm so tired and restless now. Why can't I be like the others just work within my working hours and go home rest. I do need my own time too and I do have a life. I'm just so pissed when I'm the only one working so hard every night by attending events when the others can just sit back and get their part of their share without doing anything. Is just so damn fucking unfair for me. I should be the one to be rewards but why am I not be appreciated. Sometimes I just wanna say fuck it I'm getting out of this shitty job. I love my job but what pisses me off is that the effort is not recognize at all. Damn you. Life sucks. Fuck you and fuck everyone. Good night.