Decreasing Numbers Are Scary

There are people's in this world that are so good with money, they are able to spend their money wisely. I envy and respect this group of people because I can't be one of them. As much as I want to be one of them but it will end up in failure. Recently I was shocked by looking at my bank account which frightens me when the numbers are getting smaller everyday. Was trying hard to recall on the stuff I bought and spend on for the past 2 months, nothing fancy that could justify the amount of money I spend. SO where all my money goes? I don't really know... But I just know that there are no new toys in my drawer. My lavish spending habit that has always been killing me financially is getting worst. How can I change my habit and be more sensitive in money? I really need to get a way to overcome this before I sweep clean by bank account. I'll Be FUCKED...