Infinite dream.

When I was young, I always dream of being a vampire. Why a vampire? Because they live eternity. Comes to think of it now, maybe not. Why? Is heart breaking to see your love ones goes one by one over a thousand years or maybe a million. One heart break moment would have kill you and just imagine you have to go through it over and over again. By then you would thought of dying but you can't, just simply that you are immortal by then.

Once a friend asked me a question. "I've given an option of 1) you will be globally famous but died young or 2) you have a long live but everyone hates you". Which option will you take? I've pick "A" because I personally thinks no point staying alive when you have to go through the pain everyday. I rather died with dignity. Like what Kurt Cobain said "is better to burn than to fade away". I love his quote so much. Is just beautiful and meaningful.

If only I could apply this quote to my life, I'll be in less pain.