The beautiful world of beautiful people.

Today I was walking at The Garden, there was this cute girl with the LV bag walking beside me. Suddenly she look back and said "Nice pant" and I replied "Thank you" with a smile. I would have ask for her name and so if is me 3 years back. I know this is a chance for me to overcome my breaking heart but I didn't. Why! Because something in me that's not allowing me to do so or I'm no longer have the heart to go through it again, I know for sure If I wanted another relationship now, I would have it but it might not be the one I want. The period of my healing heart is still very new. I feel that for a person to engage in another new relationship will takes a long time not just because you doing it for the sake of doing it and overcome the last relationship. Other people might see you as a player which I don't give a damn if so. Is just don't sound right to me.

I see gay people everyday and i get alot of attention from them. Trust me on this. All of them trying to convert me. In every gay movie, a straight guy will turn gay when they had a heart breaking relationship and his gay friend will be injecting the good side of the beautiful world of gays to him. He was too hard broken and do not believe in girls anymore and give himself to the beautiful world. Most of them who cross the line of the beautiful world did not came out later, is like the blackhole or the triangle bermuda. Will I be one of the victim? everyone is eager to know. Let's keep it my secret. I like to give this mysterious status of mine to the public which I am projecting everyday.