Tuesday

A dragon who can't fly.

Cam somebody kill me please? I'm here for someone who are interested to kill somebody but I will fight back. When I get the upper hand, you will die tragically.

Or maybe not. I'm too scare to do anything now. I scared every minute now which I've no idea what am I scare of. Everyone thinks I'm fierce and strong. I used to be but within me now is like an abandon child.

I made up my mind not to send or bother her anymore. I holding on to my words very hard, too hard and I worried I will slip. I can't barely control myself anymore. My mind is not filtering, everywhere I go there is a place which remind me of her. Everything I do and every movie I watch. Is there a place in this world that I could be which unable me to block out all this memories? Hell might be the only place.

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