I have to remember this.

"I realized that I was holding onto something that didn't exist anymore. That the person I missed didn't exist anymore. People change."

I found the ways to move on. I need to break through the memories. I need to go watch a movie, I need to go karaoke and I need to get someone that able to show me that I deserve better. I know is not easy to get someone because I lost fate in love and relationship but I'm hoping for a companion right now. She is enjoying her life and I will enjoy mine too with no more holding back.