I'm an addict.

I think I'm an addict now, addicted to alcohol. Usually I do not have the urge to drink especially at home but now I drink at home everyday (except Wednesday). I usually will not persuade to continue drinking but now I will drink till I am able to shut down my brain to sleep. Am I addicted? Definitely not a drunkard yet. But drinking and smoking is the 2 devils that been teaming up in killing me. My cough has not been recover for more than 2 weeks now. How can I be the person I use to be?