Karma in this cruel world.

Everyone is afraid karma will hit them for what they've done and I start to believe karma at play for everything that I'm suffering now. Looking back at what I've done in my past really did alot of damage. But I've been good for the past 4 years, does that ever take into accounts? I guess not at all.

Looking at a different view of karma. People always relate karma to their action but what if you have been very good and yet the situation revolve on you. Do you call that a karma? I'm confuse. Part of me believe and the other part still have doubt on it. Maybe is only a believe.

We are living in a cruel world where are filled with cruel person. in this world, the fittest survive while the weakest are always struggling in a deep hole. Everyone has the cruel side Within them but just waiting for it to hatch.

It has been 4 years and doesn't all this year worth anything and not a single chance. I feel that all this years passing without any value in it. To the end, is only a pile of ashes which burned from the heart. I do felt the cruelty in here are totally painful. Having said that, all this years is only a mirage that project to my hope. Could this world be more cruel.