She not worth to be mine.

Why this song have to play on the tv? I'm trying hard to not emo and was doing fine till I hear this song on the tv. This song was my song on the 1st night of my love tragedy. I was listening to it the whole fucking day non stop. Fuck! God wanted to test me or play me here. I have enough of crying for this few weeks and I am putting a stop to it. I don't want to cry for her anymore, she don't deserve my tears.