Waking up to 24th

Morning 24th. Today is my day but waking up feeling depress and emo. This morning I dreamt of her in a bad way, what a dream to kick start my day. I'm kind of angry with myself now, why is she still within me? Today suppose to be my day an she shouldn't spoil my day. I must stop thinking bout it now because it makes me feel like crying and getting very emo too. Today I will have a good day. Happy Birthday to me.