At Ah Loke house waiting for him to cook. Saw the wall, my emo kick in again. Fuck! Why is everything and everywhere strike back the past. Just know ah loke said "why didn't you say i lac" i replied " you very liack". This word "liack" also pull back alot of sweet memories I though coming here get myself occupy with will help me go through it. I so regret now for having the past 4 years as part of my life. Should have stay as a player back then. I would have alot of fling back then and end up with so many girls in my list. For that, I don't have to be so dry now and couldn't even find a girl to date now in my phone book. Why do I commit myself? Damn you. The past 4 years has been wonderful I must admit and never I had such a wonderful time before. The wonderful memory is the one that killing me.
Looking at the wall, i realize why i got angry about her new relationship. 1st is that she lied about it and committing it in a short period. Secondly, is I worry about her. She not a smart person I must say, I don't want her to be cheated or hurt. That's why when I was with her I always protect her without her knowing. The problem is she doesn't tell me alot of things which I am vulnerable to protect her. Anyway, Is not an option for me to hold on which I know she change and will not look back to me. i hope that guy do not hurt her and i will get him if he did. This doesn't means I forgive her and hate her for breaking my heart.
"Things change the moment you don't care anymore"
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