Hoping for the best.

After wedding dinner and when to meet up my friend. Downing 2 bottles in half hour is not easy. Tipsy now and hope I could able to reach home safe. I try not to think about anything now jus live day by day as it is. What ever happens, I hope i could take care of the situation. But I'm the saddest man alive now. How can I end up to what I am now. Why am I crying?