I'm just so bored nowadays. My life is not brighter as it used to be and is all dark even with the little sparkle of tiny light shinning here and there. Everyday I wake up in the morning and head off to work, if I'm lucky there I will be attending event just to get drunk. If not will be heading back home and end up at some place to get drunk. Yeah, I do have girls to company me but I'm just lazy to go out with them even I'm so call their boyfriend now. I find that my life is meaningless now. If i could I would have run away from here and start all over again in other country, I would have pack my bag and just get out of here. Is there any meaning in every minutes of my life passing me on? I really can't find the meaning now or maybe there are no longer meaningful.
Is 5.30pm now and is raining outside. How I wish i am a little boy now, crying and said "I want to go home". I really feel like doing that now.
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