The moment.

Just know was hanging out at Coffee beans during lunch time. There was a girl past by from a glimpse it looks like her. That moment my heart are seriously pumping extra hard until i realize is not her, then my heart are back to normal. That moment, it did tells alot of things about what am i now but I don't want to acknowledge the analysis of my heart. Is like the doctor telling the conditions you are having now. Still trying to get over it with courage.