The sad sad day.

Today I'm very extra sad. Totally maximum sad from the moment I woke up and my brains is always projecting images that I'm trying to bury. I seriously don't know what happen to me today but today is just a sad day for me even without any bad things happen. Finger cross. I'm sitting in my car under the pouring rain now hoping the rain to stop anytime soon. I wish all this could be put a past on me. I really don't want to suffer on all this anymore because is very painful. Too painful to go through it with a sober mind.