Tipsy.

Before the event starts I'm already tipsy drinking at supernova. Why? Because I accidentally saw her fb profile. Fuck me. I miss her so fucking much. Fuck. I have to get over it.

Ok. I'm damn drunk now. Even if I feel happy but there is a part of me feeling sad. I might be laughing the whole night but who actually knows I'm crying within. When will this stop? I'm trying to make this stop. I'm trying really hard but is not helping at all especially her profile came up to me today. Can anyone help me?pls.