Unwanted dreams.

What a dream I had that makes me wake up felling shitty. Shouldn't have look at her fb last night. The dream was fucked. This will be the dream I hope I never had or I do not remember when I wake up. Why again my brain is punking me out. Can I have a peace of like mr brain. In the dream, I cried out hard. Is kind of feeling good at that moment.

I really need to get into a relationship to forget about her. Atleast someone to take occupy my brain for a while. The problem is me, i do not feel like starting a new relationship now because I still can't get over her and the pain. Maybe my heart is right about this time and holding me back. I try to go out more often to occupy myself for not memorizing, but to the end it will not work. Is there ever a girl that could ever help me in this? If there is, do come to me now.