Mood swing.

Friday afterwork suppose to be the happiest moment for many people but not me. Stuck in the traffic thinking what should I do later. I know there is a high chances of me ended at home for the whole night. Infact there is 2 event I should be attending tonight and I'm all dress up but out of sudden I'm not in the mood. I've no freaking Idea why the sudden mood swing. Maybe is the name. I got an email earlier and my heartbeat stopped for awhile. The name of the sender is only an alphabet different from her in the 9 letters names. What a shock of my life. I know is me that I need to get over it. I'm still trying.

1am - Just woke up and as predicted the night I did nothing but just end up at home. Should have hit the gym. Gosh! I've been skipping gym for so many times. Damn it. What should I do at this hour now? I'm guessing the vodka bottles coming out from my shelves now.