Moody Monday

Waking up late and rushing to work, luckily able to step into the office sharp at 9am. Started the day with a entirely moody till all my colleague dare not speak to me. They asked are you alright, I said "yes". Sometimes, when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, "I know you're not". Why did my day turns dark and stormy, just because of last night I was awoken few times. Even when I'm sleeping but my brain is not dozing off. Everytimes my brain starts to capture her in my brain I force myself to wake up and stop projecting her in my brain. My brain did a few attempt and so did i attempting to stop my brain to go further into the dream. That's the reason why I'm moody today.