I feeling very depressed now. I hate myself for what I am now. I know I deserve the pain im going through now but I only wish someone beside me that able to held me up. But I don't see anyone when I turn to the side. Where is the person? Where is my angel? Maybe the god has gave up on me as I gave up on him. Earlier today, I imagine myself falling from the sky and it scared me. Why do I have the image of myself of falling down? I know is a suicidal thought but I just can't help it. People do not understand why a person need to suicide like my dad was talking about it earlier. People will not understand unless they go through the pain. Is reasonable to understand the suicide mission. Is not complicated, is very simple.
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