I'm glad I realize it

Now I realize the problem of what's happening to me now and what's make me who I am now. Is the fucking problem of me dragging things. Everything have to settle on the spot and now holding to it for so long. Now it comes to my senses and I will get everything to clear off all the shits in my life. Im feeling happy now that I could get everything to settle with a clearance and get on with my life. I know for a fact it will be difficult for me in the coming years but yet I'm happy. Although I misses a few good opportunity in my life. Wtf. Life goes on.