Life is fragile.

After what I witness the incidence of my cousin, I understand life is too fragile. I might not able to live till tomorrow so why do I need to think of the future. Afterall, my life sucks big time now. The only one reason I'm still struggling to be alive now is him. I will thanks god if I'm able to see my grandchild or my son graduate but I already prepare to die anytime. I'm living for today and not tomorrow cause tomorrow is another hopeless day for me. I got no longer a hope or a dream cause everything has gone into a drain the moment she leaved me. If I die tomorrow, I want my friends to know I cherish all the moment and thank you for all the happiness even though you got no fucking idea how bad situation I'm in. To all my enemies, you will still be in my heart and she I'm still loving her. Lastly to his mom, I'm sorry for everything.