Fuck the world of sadness.

Today is full of shits. Shits happen throughout the whole fucking day without stopping from morning to night. One comes another consecutively and hitting me like a target board. Isn't life great when you have all this bullshit to make your life miserable.

Life indeed is shorts, people comes and goes. This year I have a strong feeling that I will be a bad years for me. Ad per the zodiac readings, this year I will have a health problem an I'm hoping is nothing major. Im not afraid of dying, I'm just afraid that I will be a burden to my family. Is just too sad to sees someone dear leaving us. Everyone said people comes and goes and everyone is expected this days to comes and be prepared for it but are they truly prepared? No. I don't think so.

Is there a different of someone close to you leaving you in life against someone close to you leaving you on a relationship? Is almost the same. This person still leaved you. Is the same shit I guess. The person still heart broken and be sad. The only different is that there are no guilt or hatred.

Life is jus too short to give a fucking damn of everything. Just live the life as what you wish. Whats the point of thinking about the future when you can't tell what's going to happen tomorrow. I always remind myself to live for today and not tomorrow. Even if someone promised you the future but how genuine will the promises be? I know cause I've been through it and fuck it. Is not genuine at all. To sad to say no one is real in this world and why should I be real to someone when there's no person to appreciate. Fuck it. Fuck life. Fuck the whole fucking world.