No longer believe and trust.

The lesson is really coming back to haunt me. Now I do not believe in anyone else now and the feeling is killing me. I might found the love but my past is injecting the emotional elements to me everyday. I lost the confident and the trust in every bit of me just because I'm to afraid to be hurt again. Thanks to the person who created me of who I am now with no believe an low esteemed. But I don't want to be like this. I want to be as happy as her and live my life happier than her so that she will regret everything she did to me. I think I could make it but just need to give more times and not too much of feeling towards the relationship. I am not going to be so stupid anymore. I hope I could and will not backfired like the past.