Fuck u and me

Why the hell I'm feeling fucking miserable everytimes I'm drunk? Life just ain't fair atleast to me. What the fuck do you want from me? Have I not torture enough now? How much longer does this have to go on? Please kill me now rather than torturing me every seconds of my time. I did everything good but yet I'm still be punished without a reason. Fuxk you and fuxk me.