I'm no poker face.

Earlier a friend ask me why I get drunk so often. I tell her I do not like the feeling of being sober. She said is must be something that you can't let go. I just nod and I said maybe. But she was right. Is that do transparent that everyone look through me do simple. I'm trying my best to hide my feeling. Maybe I'm just another loser. I'm laughing again to myself. I don't know why I'm laughing but I just feel like doin so. I must have put myself to the loser side.