Lovely life on hope.

Sitting on the street looking at couples having their moment is not good for me. I love it here and love the the lifestyles here. People are dancing romantically on the streets and sitting down on the park feeling a lovey dovey. Is just so nice but I hate to see them being so lovely. I wish I could be like them too. I've never experience this kind of life before and the closest one is when I when with her to overseas. If I had never when with her t the trip I might not feel so bad now. When will I able to have a life of mine?