Miracle never exist in me.

How great when I said I want to let her off my mind and yet the song "miracle" came to me now. I'm so drunk and high with drug now since early evening without my dinner. It makes me now misses her more than before. Fucked. How am I going to get home now I wonder. Anyhow, tonight the bill is extremely high but heart broken is a high price to pay. I know is not worth it but is not beyond my control. Alright. I do really need to get this off me. Or else, my misery will never end.

I'm so lucky that I'm able to pass through a roadblock or else is a serious jail time for me tonight.

"There was a time I used to look into my father's eyes
In a happy home I was a king, I had a golden throne
Those days are gone, now the memories are on the wall
I hear the songs from the places where I was born

Up on the hill across the blue lake,
That's where I had my first heartbreak
I still remember how it all changed
My father said,
"Don't you worry, don't you worry, child
See heaven's got a plan for you
Don't you worry, don't you worry now"
Yeah!

"Don't you worry, don't you worry, child
See heaven's got a plan for you
Don't you worry, don't you worry now"
Yeah!

There was a time I met a girl of a different kind.
We ruled the world, I thought I'd never lose her out of sight.
We were so young, I think of her now and then
I still hear the songs reminding me of a friend

Up on the hill across the blue lake,
That's where I had my first heartbreak
I still remember how it all changed
My father said,
"Don't you worry, don't you worry, child
See heaven's got a plan for you
Don't you worry, don't you worry now"