Stuck in hell.

The earth turn, the time pass, the water flow, the wind blow, age grows and people change. The only things that still remains at the same spot and with the same posture is me. The feeling is like I was chain up and everyday I'm watching others lossen up the chain and unchained to enjoy freedom. There are new comers every now and then for the locked up but they work their freedom faster than me. Is heartbreaking to see everyone is moving faster than me. Is like I'm watching everyone proceeding to heaven while I'm still in hell.