The end

Yesterday marked the end of all my scandalous relationships. I do not felt any sympathy to the effect because I clearly understand the rules of the games. Thank to my past relationship that taught me well. Sorry to those who have to suffer from this but is not my fault that this has to comes to an end now. From the beginning. I have warned all of you and I've being honest to all of you. There is no lies involves. Everyone of you are so confidence in the beginning that you will be able to hold up to the game but all of you are human afterall. You can't fight over the emotion that's running within you no matter how tough you are. This I've already predicted and I know for a fact that a girl being a girl will never able to make it to the finish line. Not even close.

I've been thinking about my future last weekends and I guess this is the time for me to decide on my path. Today should be the new starts for my future. I had enough of shitty relationship. I just want to life a normal life when life is just to fragile. I have no freaking idea on how long I'm going to live my life here. I just wanna live my life happy everyday.

The reason I came to this point is I understand is no longer worth waiting. I'm just too naive back then or even till now that I will get a second chance. But I was wrong by thinking so. It has been 2 years now. Is enough. I just wAnt to let it go. Is not worth the wait anymore. I'm just to stupid to have expectation when the moment she say NO. Time wasted. Is time to chase back the time I've been wasting.

Admit it, you're waiting for something that you know is never gonna happen & you're completely aware of that. Am I right?