A bullet for my birthday

Fuck! I'm already at the lowest point of life and yet she wanted to step on me on my day. I'm not dead enough for you now? When I saw her name appear on my phone I do have abit of happiness but the sadness overcome the happiness. I don't know what's her intention is but It just break my heart again like a bullet shot my heart. Today suppose to be you and me day. Thank you for the present you gave me and also the msg you sent me. I appreciate your cruelty and will always remember this.