Feeling scared.

Shit. Why the fuck so many girls dresses like her. I'm so afraid now. I have a feeling she will be here. What should I do now? I dare not walk around but hiding at the corner. Dare not hang out with her friends too.

I'm so afraid now. I can't stand it and feel like my mask going to wore off with the fake smiling face. My tears can't be hold back now.

So far so good now. Still manage to hang on to it. Finger cross.

Is finally over. Should I be happy or sad. I don't know myself. I know I'm drunk and I still need to go neverlamd. But I feel like crying now.

I'm so drunk now and I wanted to cry. God help me. I'm only begging for a chance. Y can't you give me? I make sure I make it up to you