To late to regret.

My mind was having a postmortem of the whole event that's make me ended up today. Yes, my mind never stop thinking about it. I realize that I'm the one who should take up the fault of what today. From the day I saw the heart breaking message on her phone till today, I didn't handle the situation with the right set of mind. Oh come on, I was angry at that time. What do you expect. Having said that, there are so many chance that I was too careless and too egotism. I should have handle the whole situation carefully from day one.

Anyway, is too late now to correct what's done. That's always the case. when a person recap on the past, they always always regret of what's not being done. I am only human, I am not perfect. But I try my best to be perfect but just time and fate doesn't allow me.

I've always been afraid of losing people I love. Sometimes I wonder, is there anyone out there afraid to lose me?

I can’t promise you a perfect relationship, but I promise you, as long as you fight for me, I’ll stay.