Friday

Funny night out but yet sad.

Tonight was the most enjoyable night out for me at velvet comedy thursday. The joke keep me entertained. Hanging out with the guai low"s and comedian for a few more drinks is awesome.

But after all this, my depression is back to haunt me. When im driving home I feel like crying and I just feel like banging my car and kill the pain. I really feel like callin her and ask for a chance again but I hesitated because I know I will never get what I want. Yea, in my heart I still love her alot that's I can't deny it but is no point. I know it very clearly. I just have to get over it.

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