Materialistic

American soccer is such similar to the life we have now. The guy trying to get the ball across all obstacle to the finish line but very few they will able to bring the ball to the touchdown single handed. The ball was to pass so many rounds and the last one will only hit the touchdown.

All girls now are materialistic. I saw do many girls that are hiding their background just to cover everything up. Come on, please do not think everyone is stupid. Is just so fucking obvious what's going on with your life now. Not that I discriminate you, but is too obvious you are having someone to pay for every of your expenses.

I'm not complaining here but do not act like you earn it all with dignity. You are the last one with dignity. I'm not proud of you so do not show it to me Every girl is the same to me now. The moment my ex leaved me, I understand there is never a true in all girls. I learn my lesson and I'm still suffering from the aftermath. . Even if I've so much plan towards us but yet is all just burn in ashes. I'm just wondering if is my plain stupidness of me thinking about the future of me and her.