Side by side.

What a morning to start up with especially when I'm just recovering from my 3 days of illness. Today I was not in the right condition to work but I still force myself to work due to work load and deadline. As usual getting stuck on the road to work but today I was stuck in the traffic with her car by my side. I don't think she saw me as I was trying to avoid being beside her car or anywhere nearby even we drove pass each other a few times. This is the 1st time practically I saw her since we broke up other than the countless times in my dream. Honestly, i didn't dare to look at her as i'm more worried what if she turns and saw me looking at her even for the fact how much i wanted to look at her face. I still things this is the best way for me atleast to get away from her virtually Today my mood is completely destroy.