I need to be hug.

I prefer to be hug when I sleep and to hug someone when I'm awake. It just feels good. The warm body heat covering me and the tight arms around me like a protective armor This has been going on for a few years and maybe that's the reason why I've adapt to this routine till now. Unfortunately, I never get to experience this again till now, maybe a little of it but it do not generate the feeling a bit. I'm just a spoil brat and thanks to her again. I wonder when will I be able to find someone that's kick start my feeling like her. I've been with a few but all of them do not comes with the feeling. I just continue to search and enjoy the moment with everyone of them.