Love and justice are never fair.

Regret that I sent out the message earlier and now feeling miserable. But if I did not do that, I will still feel miserable when the spam came to me in the future. With both ways I will still be the one hit with sorrows. Why am I the only target for this suffering. Again, I'm the victim and yet I have to take the punishment while the murderer is happily living the life. Where's the justice? Love is blind and so are justice. I know she is a kind hearted person with a big heart. She can forgive anyone in a short time no matter how bad is the fault and she reply to my message just to show her cares for me but I don't need this from the murderer. I do not have a big heart for the one who kills me and gave me everything I am now.