I hate today. Today would have been any other normal day but no, today will be forever the day I hated so much. I never make any remark or notes on my calendar or my phone. Never did I realize this day has crafted in my brain and heart. How do you erase something that's has already been a permanent. I still remember the card that I wrote for her for today. That was epic as I never do all this shits to anyone. Oh how fortunate of her but yet she doesn't deserve this from me. Fuck it. I know I couldn't handle myself today, that's why I am out to party and intoxicate my brain. Is not just her celebrations, it will be my celebrations on my fucked up life. So let's the party begin and hope it don't end. Of fuck! I totally forgot I'm sick today. Well! Fucked it. Who care's. No one do and so do I. And I'm pissed drunk now.
Why am I crying in the car. Wishing someone to help me now
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